: WengWai's life notes :

It really looks like the world is going to end to me.

Yeah! Its yesterday's bullshit. I am not going to waste my time feeling sad, depressed or down anymore. I know I failed, and this entire process really gave me a big disappointment. But.... so what? This is just like losing a card game of blackjack. Sometimes you get blackjack 3 in a row, sometimes your hand busts for ten rounds out of fifteen.. it repeats itself throughout the lifetime. (Although it seems like I have been losing all my life)

But the main point is, why the fark should I care so much? Sooner or later I will have the chance to win the biggest pot of gold. I do not believe that Someone up there *points up at the sky* will let me down.

In the meantime, I will try to fix back what have went wrong. We are grown ups already, whats wrong for someone to fall into these kind of situations? I did not regretted trying, it just that this is not what I wanted, but I already expected this to happen in such way. So why I am still feeling sad about it? Everyone knows life sucks. But if we see it in the other way, eventually it will be beautiful. Maybe things will turn out to be great afterall.

So I would like to take this opportunity to thank anyone and everyone that consoled me and helped me through this stage. You people, please just act like nothing has happened. Because seeing you people with 'that' face and expression really brings me back to the 'mood'.

And one more thing, fark you, depression! Fark you, sadness! Fark you, stress! *looks at mirror* Yeah and fark you too! Aww.. on second thought maybe not because I am too hansem to be self-farked... LOL!